Feels like feelings.

Sadly,
my journal is getting all the attention lately. I'm starting to work on that today. forgive me?

So...it's been awhile kids, i'm sorry I've been away so long. School is seriously consuming all of my time, and with finals just around the corner, been super stressed and even more busy. Update on my life.

Still single.
Still kinda handsome.
Still trying to do everything i want without any time to do it.
...and still single.
isn't life a peach?

I did do something new. I went on a date.
yep you heard me.
a, DATE.
and maybe my past dating experience was full of bad decisions and poorly picked outfits.
but this was different, in an entirely new and intoxicating way.

had some food.
laughed a little.
had some movie time.
touched a little.
had a blast.
twitterpated a little.

like most stories, they get better and better.
i thought that night was great but the next one was even better.

glowsticks.
gerber daisies.
& longboards.
someone pinch me.

someone once said if something seems too good to be true, it usually is.
there is a knot in my stomach and a beach ball in my head.

my feeling of feelings are back.
this is both delicious and bitter.

on one hand the good times defiantly outweigh the bad.
on the other, i've said too many unfair goodbyes, put back too many pieces, and don't want to be another memory shoved in a filing cabinet.

but the candle has only begun to glow. and you need not worry about how long it will last to feel it's warmth.

so there is it. few care. few know. but it's something very important to me. and i hope this candle burns a LONG time.