dear me.

Dear me,

i think it's about time you forgave yourself. For everything.

Every mistake.
Every idle word.
Every broken promise. to myself. and to others.

stop holding onto shadows of yesterday.
stand tall, and move forward.

forgive me.

forgive me for leading you on.
forgive me for not being more warm to you.
forgive me, for being cruel, and unrelenting.
what you have done is in the past. too long to remember, but to close to forget.

i do not want to be enemies. friendship is all i ask.
can we forget our hate and remember our talks. late nights. bright stars.

if you want to erase me from your history, please feel free to do so.
but i cannot go on pocketing my hate.

you made me feel. you tickled my imagination.

dear me.
sometimes you just need to let go. a few steps into the dark will always reveal a light.

ready.
fire.
aim.

in the outlooks of my future, the faces are all dark, and the voices stay the same.
i do not know what is written on the palm of my fate. but I'm eager for adventure.

the pills go down hard sometimes, and the effects wear off quickly.
why is it that you cannot see past the horizon of yourself.
you wear a ball and chain, and act surprised when you cannot progress.


the good life is all in the perspective.
dear me, that day was not your fault.
goodness abounds in you.
embrace yourself, and holster the power inside.

my reckless bones.
dear me.
Get rid of friends who do not bring you up. disregard them, and replace them.
forgive those who broke you.
sleep.
surrender to the goodness inside of you.
remember those who've touched you, and forget those who use you.
walk straight and tall.
life is beautiful, and everything will work out.
everything.
everything.
everything.